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i know i am the only one that can solve my problems, but i feel i need to let it out some how. i feel trapped and i can't escape. I feel numb inside. I'm not a total geek..... i tried going to parties, meeting new people, fixing my car, and talking to other girls , but it just doesn't feel the same. i just wish she could have at least talk to me like a friend still instead of ignoring me and pretending i dont exist. i accepted the fact that she has another guy.... I dont understand why she didn't tell me she had a bf instead of giving me hope taht she was actually going to school to better herself. the hope she gave me was my downfalll and it hurts a lot more.

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yeah im slowly moving on but it's hard. i still think about how i screwed up. i try to do everything at once i try to make everyone happy but in the end im not happy. i'll try to get rid of my problems one by one and hopefully god will guide me through.

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thanks man. yeah i feel dumb for even making this thread but i have no one to talk to... i knwo im lame but i need help! the day i found out she was with another guy was athe day i started to become a jerk. I did things i normally wouldn't do. I just didn't give a ____ , but it still doesn't work. i thought of crazy things like joinning the army to better myself to keep myself from being a an asshole like. i guess nice guys finish last.... i dont evne know any more

gang. yeah i know my story sounds all weird and funny but its all true

here's my story. i know there's been many threads of people with broken hearts. here's mine.

I met this girl through her brother. At first I never liked her in the first place, i always felt she was off limits cause you know how that stuff works between friends and i have a sister myself.... Yeah, I'm vietnamese and she's vietnamesese, so yeah it was her graduation for high school. her family didn't really celebrate it.... so i felt sorry for her and bought her a graduation balloon to cheer her up. Soon we talked more on aim and she was happy.

one day her bro decided to become a monk ( yeah im telling the truth) cause he used to gangbang, steal cars, sell drugs, but he was religious and believed in kharma and one day decided that he should just give in. I felt sorry for her again because she really didn't have anybody to talk to at that moment and she was pretty close with her brother. So i came to visit her at work brought her food and talk to her on aim. well time passed by and she kept putting stuff in her profile like songs trying to get me to fall in love with her. i took her out to eat several times to try to get to know her. When I like somebody i would like to know what im getting into.

She got really fed up one day that i couldn't respond to her because of all the stuff she put in her profile. Then she started hating me and ignoring me. She thought i was playing with her mind when i wasn't. I was just trying to know her. I did not want to risk a friendship by falling in love if it's wrong. I believe that things would only work out if you give it your 100%. At the time I was focused on my schooling and im in college. I barely have any time for anything. I fell in love with her so when i asked her out...... she said "too be honest with you, I want to focus on school because my parents are moving to texas and i want to stay in california and live on my own" she wanted to have enough credits to transfer. So I just played along and said yeah i understand and i respect that....

I felt really depressed for a while and never really showed her i was depressed. I just wanted her happy. Then 3 weeks later I saw on myspace that she was dating another guy and he looks like an asshole. I tried to forget her by ignoring her, avoiding her, and not talking to her. and still all i can think is her. She also changed because she works with these airheaded girls i know at a tea place where asian peopel get together. I feel liek ****, depressed, useless, out of it, i dropped of my math classes, i tried to talking friends but they all have their own stuff to do. My best friend joined the army and all i have is friends that dont really care so i never talk to them. Family doesn't really care either.. but my education. I dont knwo what to do or to escape this pain i feel. well thanks for reading because im lost... usually i have never felt so depressed in my life and i have been throught a lot of crap... not only that my dad got laid off, I got into a car crash, im barely passing my english class and my job i work at is degrading. i have no one to really talk to and understand.. my best friend is in iraq.....