cutting... Options

[Mynzeyes]

just wondering..probably, if someone does, they'll be too embarrassed or scared to admit it...

i've been known to...not excessively, but some. very rarely...and not much at all when i have done it...

don't tell me i need help, don't tell me i'm crazy, don't tell my you're worried about me. i don't need to hear those things. i know everything about this situation. i just wonder if there's anyone on here that's willing to admit to it...

i guess this is kninda a step out, but i really don't care?

again. don't tell me all the things i don't want, and don't NEED to hear. .

if you lose respect for me, that's fine, i understand. but i'm not a loose cannon, nor am i suicidal. and i'm not crazy...or maybe i am? . some people just have different releases for different situations.

so anyway. i know of at least one other person on here, but i won't mention their name..i just wonder if there's more..because it's somewhat common...

-John-

[creis]

I new a guy at Fred Meyer that carved "Kill Me" into his arm, I though he was crazy and "stuff" I dont understand why hurting yourself could be a release on anything less then a horrific cry for help, but thats just me. we all have our ways of releasing presure/tenstion that are not exactly "Constructive" I wont fault you for it.

when i feel so over the edge that i might do something bad to myself i try and go to sleep or watch a horrificly scary movie, knowing that it will pass.

Little Life Story:
You know, once when i was in Jr. High, I had such a bad time dealing with everyone making fun of me and picking on me for no reason that i when i got home i grabed a knife and planned to kill my self to end it, my parents stoped me and I ended up going to consoling to lean how to tone it out etc. I only went a few times, but after that i just leared where to walk and how to stay out of peoples ways (became invisible to all except my close friends) (probibly why natalie does not remember me from jr high, or HS.) But look at me know, I have a great job with Microsoft (becoming a nerd has its advantages,) a great car, and sept for being currently single I dont think I could be happier. You never know what life will give you if you give it a chance.