Ever feel like you don't have what it takes? Options

[acenova]

Ever just feel down, like you're a loser with a wasted life? I'm 20 yrs. old, in college, never got great grades, but always good enough to pass. I've had jobs before, but never have money. I model, but for some reason feel inadequate in comparison. I have a beautiful, wonderful girlfriend that I've never been so happy with, and I don't feel I deserve her. I would do anything for her and for any of my friends, and I've always treated her the best that anyone has ever treated her before. Why is it that I'm scared I'm going to lose her? Why do I feel as though, even though her past boyfriends were asses and ****ed her over, I don't match up? Why is it that I feel that my material things and my lack of organization in life make me inadequate as a human and not fit to date this girl? I'm usually a fairly confident guy, I don't have it all, but I've got it pretty good. Yet realizing this, telling myself this, I am in shambles, and slowly becoming more and more insecure. Anyone have this??? Anyone get over this????

[ILuvMyCelica95]

Thanks all, I'm guessin' you're right.  Its just hard to rise above it you know?  I mean, yes I do have a genetic clinical depression, but I feel that I can mentally rise above it if I just try.  A lot of the time I'm fine, but some things just set it off, and lately its been set off a lot.  I don't mean to seem as though I'm taking things for granted, because I realize what I have and my gifts in life and am very lucky.  I guess thats why I hate getting this way because I know I have it good, but I still just can't snap myself out of it.  But thanks for listening to me guys and gals, it helps a lot.

And LuvMyCelica95, girl you have nothing to be worried about with looks.  You are a beautiful girl both outside, and as far as I can tell, inside to.  Your personality will take you far in life, not your looks.
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glad we can help, always like to be there for the celi peeps.

and thanks, but sometimes i just dont feel it I guess we all have our days. Blah

* Tina