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[Valo666]

I made up my mind

This post has been edited by Valo666: Apr 2, 2006 - 8:52 PM

[Valo666]

I dunno people. Heres an example of why i might tell her. I havent seen her face 2 face since b4 my b-day back in Feb. Tonight, i went over 2 the mall to pickup a cd i ordered and as i was walkin down the hall, i see her and her bf sittin in these chairs we have. I havent seen her b4 since b4 x-mas when he first got his truck. Im walkin 2wards them, she sees me, screams, comes running over, jumps on me, gives me a hudge hug and a kiss on the cheek. Her bf just sits there, gives me a handshake and sits back down..so i start talkin 2 them standin there and she says "Hey, u wanna sit down? ill just sit on some ones lap"...so i said if you dont mind..so i sit down on the chair..she gets up, i think shez gonna go sit on her bf's lap, so she sits on mine instead. So shes askin me all these questions about whats goin on with me these days, hows the car, etc. Then she goes 2 talk 2 her friend shes waitin 4, so i start talkin 2 her bf, we get chattin, then she comes back. So she sits back down, on my lap again, and asks me "so, are you and sarah still 2gether??". She looked me right in the eyes, and i said, "yea, we r goin on a year n 4 months tomorrow" Instead of her being like "WOW Congradulations" like 95% of my friends would, her eyes sank, she got this kinda depressed look on her face and was like "oh..good for you guys". no enthusasm at all, but before i said it, she was all crazy and enthusiastic like she usually is. So i told her about my trip, she asked when i was leavin..so i told her and she was like "good, you cant leave b4 my b-day. Im havin a house party, you should really come by and take shots with me." So i said sure, and asked her if its ok 2 bring sar. she said "well, i guess if you want. but you have 2 have a beer with me when i have my first legal one". so we talked some more, i saw what time it was, told em i hadda go. So i shake hands with tom, her bf, and she gets up and comes over, gives me the biggest hug i have ever gotten from her in my life, and she gives me another kiss on the cheek, but it was like 1/4 on the lips, 3/4 on the cheek. Then she says softly to me, "gimme a call sometime, we gotta chill soon".

i dunno about you guys, but there was a crazy vibe going on with her and me 2day. Also, her and her bf were really really distant. Plus, they see eachother 1 or 2 days a week cuz of his apprenticship and cuz of her workin. they work opposit hours. I dunno, i think things with them are breakin down slowly.