NOOO!, *sob* :'( :'( Options

[Blakout16]

to start it off, im about shaking still. i met this girl recently from another school about 30 minute drive from here, i started talking to her about 2 months ago at starbucks. we exchanged numbers and emails and such before we said our good byes cuz we were odviously interested in one another. so after about 3 weeks of talking pretty moderately on the phone, texting, and on msn - along with meeting each other each weekend, we're getting pretty serious about going out with one another, because i seriously think she's the girl of my dreams and ultimately my soulmate. the only nitch in it all, she had a habit of being a bad little girl (not the naughty kind, more like stealing - b&e'ing - going to parties all the time and such) which really made me sad because i really think she could be a great person if she didnt have some of the influence of her friends. so about 2 weeks ago, after we went bowling... i was just letting the car warm up and it was at a rough idle but nevermind that, my eyes were all on her and my heart was pumping like mad because i was moments away from asking her to be my girlfriend... something catches my eye something in the back ground and i hear many gun shots. the first thing to go is the side windows and she puts her head down and bullets were blazing at my car from a drive by, it only lasted seconds but to me it was a life time... because i was untouched, and she had a wound ... i was in fear that'd i'd lose my new found love seconds before my confession. i wasnt even thinking about me or my car or anything else except her.... in short, she died from massive blood lose moments after the only visible wound - her leg... she was shot in the heart. but back to my rough idle, whats causing it? my car is at 100k miles and at idle is sitting at 2k ? how can i fix this? enjoy this story, btw it was a joke - its a relive of that last story of the rusted inner fender.