Strawberries and Coke... Options

[CheesyLobster]

O yeah, and i know this is a community and everything, but sometimes intimate details of ones personal life should only be shared with those who you are most intimate with.

[Mynzeyes]

i don't care who knows about this. it's who i am. i leave the major intimate details out, but other than that, my life is an open book. there's nothing wrong with that.

i still don't understand why it's so wrong to share information about someone's life, and about their feelings?

it's not a cry for help. it's simply for education and understanding. i really wish everyone would realize that. i'm not looking for sympathy or help. just understanding and connection. like, "hey, i can relate." that's all.

stop telling me i'm looking for sympathy, or being selfish, or crying for help. because i'm not. think what you want, but i can sit here and say that i'm in control of it. just like i thought about it the other night, and i didn't even let myself consider it, because i know it's stupid.

this is all just big blob about what goes through my head when i did it, and why someone would do it.

while i appreciate the responses, interest, and concern, some of them are quite off-base.

-John-

[darksecret]

IMO I think that if Mynzeyez wants to do it, then he can. Some people cry, some people drink, some people cut makes sense to me. Mine is working on my car, since i'm broke right now it's spending all day on the forums or with some friends at home. I at one point drank a lot and did inhalents, it wasn't the best thing to do to my body but it was my choice. I caught flak fom everyone and I eventually turned to street racing, then to cars period. If this is the way he relieves stress then let him do it, it's his life and body, at least he isn't slowly killing himself like I did.